Sunday, April 25, 2010

'Divisions' of ministry?

In the sixth chapter of the Book of Acts we have the account of the earliest “division of ministries” among the Christian believers; a plan is developed following a dispute among one faction of the Jews with the others, creating a situation that is simply too messy and time-consuming for the leadership of the new sect to involve themselves with a second time.
Those twelve in leadership come to this conclusion: “It is not desirable for us to neglect the word of God in order to serve tables. . . But we will devote ourselves to prayer, and to the ministry of the word.”
Bad move. See for yourself. Those original twelve who “devoted themselves to prayer” remain relatively obscure in the Lord’s work from that time forward; instead, those designated to the servant position end up being the catalyst for the growth of Christianity.
Stephen is one of them. He is a reliable, confidence-winning young man, perhaps a likely candidate in future years to take a seat among The Twelve. But see what else The Bible says of this earnest but otherwise undistinguished Christian: He was “full of grace and power, performing great wonders and signs among the people.”
Of course all Stephen’s attributes only serve to get him killed, and this mainly from the urging of the greatest hell-raiser of the time, Saul the Pharisee. However it is from this particular tragedy onward that the Christians are threatened, persecuted, dispersed, and hunted. . . and as a result Christianity spreads in every direction. Within just one generation the message of the word traveled east and south as far as the tip of India, west and north to Rome and parts beyond.
What of those who remained headquartered in Jerusalem? Later we hear from some of them (Peter, James, John); by this time they are old men, steeped in wisdom and humility, urging their readers to pursue simple lives that are pleasing to God, or disclosing magnificent visions and prophecies bestowed upon them by their inestimable Lord. You don’t hear any of them advocating to anyone to “go out and start a ministry”! That is only a conception of the apostate church.
Don’t be beguiled by the holy men who have “set themselves aside” for prayer. These are a large part of the apostasy that exists in the church, both historically and in the present. Idle hands make mischief, and it is obvious that the idle nature of these “set aside” have brought strife, compromise, and corruption to religious duty. With all the extra time given them to follow their sordid pleasures, what have they got to pray about except that they don’t fall into temptation?
Apostasy in the church will continue to exist until Christ’s return, perhaps even longer. There’s not much I or anyone else can do about that. I can’t do much about it, but I don’t have to play along; show me where it says I have to play along.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

conservatives don't associate with losers

The Conservatives in America don’t represent Christian values. Let’s not kid ourselves here. For one thing, Christ is way too big of a loser for the Conservatives to embrace.
Look at Christ. He didn’t own a house or a car, nor did he hold steady work, or pay into Workmen’s Comp. He wasn’t able to get any tax exemptions or unemployment insurance for himself or anybody else. All he had was a rag-tag group of followers that ditched him when he needed them the most.
Now he sits at the right hand of The Father; but what good does that do anybody while they’re trying to maintain upbeat home mortgage investments, accessible loan markets, and the opportunity for a bright future?
Conservatives want their shock and awe, their closed borders, the way of life that Christ intended for them. After all, if all Christ ended up with was a scourging and death on the cross, why shouldn’t those who believe in him get some of the rewards due him? To give up their little piece of Heaven here on Earth would surely be a travesty, and therefore every ounce of our strength should be expended to ensure that Conservatives maintain a status befitting that of the Sons of God.
For all their talk of fiscal responsibility, financial viability, etc., Conservatives were strangely silent when the home mortgage crisis hit and sent its tremors around the globe. When Conservatives had the chance to live up to their so-called lasses-faire manifesto, they grimaced and shuffled their feet just to show how much they hated to do this, but essentially said “Some of these fellers are too big to fail, and if we let ‘em, they’re gonna take everybody down with ‘em.”
Conservatives basically poise themselves at the center of the Pro-Life stance in order to manipulate their voting base and their PAC status. Beyond that they hold little respect for life or Christian doctrine.
Any redeemed-by-the-blood Conservative should be able to tell you that Christ once said that whatsoever a person asked for and believed on him, that thing he would do. I’m just curious as to what kind of prayers God is hearing these days from the Conservatives.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Christ the servant/substance

I’ve been thinking about Jesus’ ministry as he lived in the flesh, before his ascension from the tomb. Jesus spent his time and effort in meeting people’s needs. It seems to me that Jesus modeled the perfect union of pragmatism as it encountered the metaphysical realm. If the need was a few drachma for temple tax, just go fishing and it will be met; if the need was for healing, bestow it according to the measure of faith demonstrated; if the need was to deny worldly possessions, then do so and follow Christ in faith to a realization of eternal values and eternal life.
I suppose these examples are fairly approximate if not totally the same with criticisms on the “relevance” of the church in contemporary society. Why shouldn’t the ministry of the church be that of meeting the needs of people? However, when this subject gets pressed, the argument tends to fall toward too much Martha in the mix and not enough Mary.
I don’t know if I’ve struck the right balance in all this or not, but I will go on now to give this personal testimony.
I’m still serving in the nation of India. I’m here doing business, providing education services. Until very recently I was mostly serving the expat missions community. However, I must say that I have felt a growing alienation from that segment of society that I was formerly serving.
“Support” has become a dirty word in my consciousness, as I believe that “business” has become a dirty word to that population I speak of. But I truly believe that business has become my way of meeting needs, just as much as missionaries believe that support is their method.
The apostle Paul, along with (1.) preaching and exhorting the populaces and (2.) working in signs and wonders, also (3.) carried bundles of money from one church to another.
It seems to me that modern-day missions programs are basically operating in two of these three. It seems that dispensational doctrine has rendered the signs and wonders aspect of Pauline ministry as questionable, if not openly fraudulent, but financial gifts and preaching to the brethren are hoped to compensate.
In short, what it seems the missions community has in terms of meeting needs is either cash donations or a suggestion to join a movement. What I don’t see is any convincing effort to serve in ways beyond these two. I’ve been around so many of the NGOs and para-church organizations and relief programs and church planters and this-and-that’s, and I’ve come away with the thought that no one is fooled by these self-promulgating operations but the operatives themselves.
The bottom line is that all these “ministries” are funded by the tithes and offerings of outsiders who don’t expect their programs to actually impress anyone (Mary type) besides the in-house constituency. If they did, that would really smack of a secular (Martha type) solution. I’ve heard missionaries on support actually boast about how they constantly lose money, how they neglect their business for the sake of their “ministry”, etc. (Incidentally, the Indian government is now cracking down on these losers, and I have to say that I applaud this as much as I hate to see it happen.)
Paul wrote enough of the New Testament that it should seem no surprise that a great deal of his doctrine is practiced. However, Peter, John, James and Jude also had a few things to say that should warrant reflection. Their messages bring a refreshing change to the bulk of Pauline doctrine that the church and its missions movements have seemingly glad-grabbed, namely money as authority, reached by corporate agility, without any evidence of meeting the needs of a broken world; in short, no substance.
Once upon a time I was hoping for substance, dying without it, and lo and behold, I found the substance, who is Christ Jesus. I don’t think that idea is so peculiar to anyone who calls himself a Christian.

Friday, January 29, 2010

trapped in a culture?

Back in 1960s and the Vietnam Conflict Era of the USA, a university professor named Timothy Leary advised American youth to “Turn on, tune in, and drop out” from the status quo of American society. Leary was a controversial figure in the American consciousness, a pilgrim going the wrong direction and taking many along with him in the eyes of conservative and middle-class America.
The reason why I mention him here is not to eulogize him, his message, or his legacy – it’s simply that his seven-word quote above is as apropos as anything I can summon in terms of what I think Christians worldwide need to do with the cultural church in its present state.
Personally I was drawn to the church after first being drawn to the Son of God and his invitation for freedom from sin and condemnation. Pummeled by my own ways of dealing with the world, I found a refuge as well as a training center through which I could learn more about this marvelous author of a marvelous faith. I think this is a fairly common pattern among newcomers to the church.
I realize that I owe the church a great deal in regards to its support, discipleship, guidance, etc. The church has to a large degree made me the person I am today. However there are times when I wonder if the bride isn’t being confused with the bridegroom, and just what kind of bride truly exists.
There is no singular turning point from where I began to wonder at the relevance of the church. First I began to question the priorities of church governance, which so often regarded the trappings of the sanctuary above the flockless. Then I began to notice how in the house of the redeemed there seemed a coordination of faith with lifestyles; SUVs, home schooling, larger families, real estate purchases, or in other words, more pronounced consumerism. It certainly did appear that riches accompanied the glory of knowing Christ, and I wondered where I was lacking in my faith walk.
I pressed further into my discipleship as a result, only to find that Christ’s message was indeed that which had drawn me in the first place; seek first his kingdom, don’t worry about the rest; it shall be added on.
I worked for Christian businessmen in my church. I tried to be appreciative of having employment, but I was aggrieved that profit seemed to be more important than a pursuit of excellence in so many instances. It was as if money had become the only respectable vice left to these men and women; hence it could be pursued with a zealous, sometimes reckless abandon.
Somewhere within this time I had begun to wonder, “Is this what Jesus had in mind? Is this going out into the world and making disciples? Is this the celebration of his victory, alas, our victory over the world?”
My discipleship eventually led me to training in overseas missions. Certainly here would be a different spirit, so I thought.
Instead I found that what I thought was the esprit-de-corps of the faith are only an extension of the cultural church that I had fled from in the USA. The first topic of conversation after the usual formalities of how-do-you-do is what organization (church) are you with, and how is your support? Missionaries I have known and worked with are consistently, without exception, financially endowed far beyond the populations they work with and witness to. Their financial assets are flaunted before a public that is much more impressed with their affluence than with their faith. Do you remember Christ, his disciples, or God’s prophets doing things this way?
What is the effect upon the faithful of the lands where overseas missions reach? By now you know what I’m going to say: extremely negligible. The harsh reality is that if you are a minister of Christ in overseas missions, you’d better have something tangible to offer the ministries of the land, and I’m not talking about just bible tracts. If you do not have money and gifts you will be politely dismissed with the unspoken message, “Go back home and get some, or just stay home.”
A tie-up with an affluent, generous American is a real feather in your cap if you are in the God business. Despite Jesus’ teaching that the servant should gird himself and serve the master before helping himself, I have seen it the norm that a pastor will lavish his household with vehicles, appliances, furnishings and conveniences first before tending to his often impoverished flock; in fact, his talisman is his display of the wealth and easy manner he has with his foreign benefactors.
The most ironic aspect of all this is that these cultural Christians seem to believe that they have escaped the worlds’ ways and have followed Christ to this haven of rest and plenty. They seem to have fallen for the myth that it’s their “good, clean living” that has brought them to such a desirable place.
A friend of mine once made the statement as he held up a dollar bill: “We are sending our God off to poor countries.” That note proclaims, as we all know, “In God we Trust”. Should it be so hard to realize the cause of the confusion?

Monday, January 25, 2010

two accounts

In the bible we have accounts of Elijah and of John the Baptist. John the Baptist comes in the spirit of Elijah and is spoken of as a forerunner of Christ.
We have a much more detailed account of Elijah than of John. We are given Elijah’s ups and downs, his wanderings, his conflicts, his turmoil and despair. We only get John’s steadfast purpose, his sudden rise to fame, his sudden demise. Elijah runs from pillar to post, chasing and being chased by people and God. John stands his ground in the wilderness until he is arrested. Elijah constantly prays and saves his neck, while John stays defiant and loses his. Elijah gets a sensational and emotional departure from earth, while John’s death seems so senseless, petty and cruel.
Jesus gives tribute to John after his death, yet strangely, he claims that he is least in the kingdom of heaven.
Elijah’s account is like “Gone with the Wind”, while John’s is like “The Great Gatsby”. The first is long and gets its appreciation from the story itself. The second is short and requires more reflection in order to gain its appreciation. The first is ornamental and triumphant, the second stark and disturbing.

The Music Matters

Everyone has a song, I believe. Each utters meaning from the voice within. Walt Whitman splendidly conveys this idea in his “Song of Myself” prose, and the minstrel and great Hebrew King David expounds continually on this theme. A more contemporary example comes from one of my favorite singer/songwriters who passed away only a few years ago, Hoyt Axton, who sang “I am less than the song I am singing; I am more than I thought I could be”.
If I seem to be putting undue emphasis upon the importance of music in our lives, it’s only because music matters so much to me. I suppose only another musician can truly relate to my conversation about that tingling that effervesces from deep within whenever I get near a guitar, drum set, piano, etc. From my earliest recollections I have been fascinated with instruments: their shape, color, their flourishing, shining, dazzling designs. Oh! to be able to play them was equal to being a worker of miracles!
Despite my decades of experience with musical instruments, I still behold something miraculous in musical expression. The combination of sounds is never exactly the same, thereby making each musical instant unique, if not marvelous. We musicians look upon one another's performances with admiration, reverence, envy, and disdain, sometimes simultaneously, because we are so “in the moment” whenever we first hear a chord struck.
I cannot speak for that person who doesn’t play an instrument, sing in a choir, or even in the shower, yet I have observed the music motor humming within practically everyone I have ever known. So then I wonder if it is exaggeration to conclude that music connects with life at its very core.
There was a wonderful film back in the 1980s titled “Mr. Holland’s Opus”, in which an aspiring young musician finally faces his reality that he will not be able to subsist solely as a musical performer, and thus becomes a high school band director. Along with this disappointment, he is devastated to learn that his only son was born deaf. Mr. Holland’s challenge is to learn to connect with his son through a medium apart from sound, which in Mr. Holland’s case is particularly painful. Part of that connection comes when Mr. Holland notices that the boy, who has an avid interest in auto mechanics, is able to tune an engine through his sensitivities to its vibrations.
I use this example to defend my notion that music is much more intrinsic than we might first suspect. And because music is so intrinsic to our nature, it carries vast potential in its ability to affect us.
Music is almost always a part of ceremony or campaign to prompt people to action, to clinch the theme, to capture the hearts and minds of its listeners and lead them down the intended path. It summons the warrior to battle, calms tattered emotion, rejuvenates the the weary or indifferent soul, tugs the mournful and melancholy spirit to catharsis. The use of music as a force can be for good or for evil, and in its use I believe the musician holds a responsibility.

good ol' boys?

Do you think you’re good? C’mon now. . . do you? I mean, can you be trusted? Really, we all have our flaws, but overall, deep down inside, don’t you think you’re a good person? It’s not really healthy to think otherwise, is it?
How about me? Do you think I’m a good person?
If we’re going to get through this conversation cordially, we’d better acknowledge some goodness with each other, right?
Now it might seem necessary to admit that we used to be horrible, but then we gave our lives over to righteousness and justice through the wonder-working power of God; we’re not perfect, mind you, but we are much improved over our former qualities.
Sounds like flawed Pauline doctrine to me, and more of the same milk-toast diet of the universal church that Christ will judge.
Truth is, according to Jesus, we’re not any of us good at all. Truth is, Christ didn’t ask us to scoot over a little and make room for him to enter. Truth is, he eradicated us with his blood, sealed and grafted his righteousness onto us with his blood.
After Jesus settled matters with the seeker (rich young ruler) about righteousness and goodness, the commandments, and all that, he told him to sell all his goods and “Follow me”. That was what the seeker failed to do, and that made everyone feel sad. The seeker didn’t need to be made better; by his own words I’m convinced that he is a better man than me. But by Jesus’ words I’m convinced he needed to be saved.
Sometimes it only seems like Paul is urging the brethren in the churches and his close personal friends to be better. If we inspect more closely, we will see that he is generally just telling them to believe, to enthusiastically enter into the faith he holds. Sometimes he becomes overbearing, in my opinion, urging others to follow his example, itemizing his credentials and exploits, going for the heartstrings of the readers; he wasn’t perfect, after all.
Paul had a lot of issues to work out. He was responsible for a lot of suffering and many deaths. I would think that the martyrdom of Stephen would be pretty hard on any man’s conscience.
Saul who became Paul held the qualities of a driven man both pre-and-post the Damascus Road Experience. He was obviously a man who could galvanize men into action, but that doesn’t make him a good man. He was neither a good man before or after he surrendered his will to Christ; he just got saved.
The problem with Christianity is this constant forgetfulness that there are none good except God. Granted, we’re all each other has, and therefore we will have to make the best of the situation, but this tendency to place certain men in exalted reverence only proves just how foolish people really are. I have known many Christian leaders whose biggest stumbling blocks have been their fawning followers who insist that the anointed of God are error-proof. A lot of good that does in bringing forth Jesus’ message that he is the light of the world!
Those of us who tend to question any inconsistencies in leadership are often led to the teaching on Moses and the sons of Israel as they journeyed through the wilderness. The people defied God and his appointed one, Moses, and most if not all grievously regretted the act. However you and I are not following a cloud by day or pillar by night through a desert region, dependent upon mysterious manna for our next meal. We live in homes and go to our pantry or the store for food. Therefore the example of submitting to leaders is good, but not to be taken any more literally than the situation at hand!
Actually someone might have done Moses some good by talking to him about his anger management problem. It was his uncontrolled temper, after all, that made him a fugitive of Egyptian justice. And even after more than forty years of that experience behind him, it was still his temper that prevented him from entering the Promised Land. Moses is another great role model, but if we sugar-coat those aspects of his character that are less than desirable, we show a lack of depth and discernment as Christ’s disciples.